What I Fear Most Love

LOVE.... Is a figment the the imagination i would love to have it but with each winter my heart grows colder and i no longer carry a desire to find her because i find me i learn me and my ways. my heart has been pouched over the years and is near extinction, I Don't need your sorrow's or your lines of healing because those lines are for children The only thing I want done is to find the right one but in a world full of barbies when do i have to chose from paper or plastic so i chose neither i rather carry my emotions and intentions in my hand a profound thought or theory as you say because I'm not getting paid tomorrow I'm getting paid to day Learn your lesson and take your self away from me I Will be the most loving person in the world if you stay. I Want A Nice Girl But Good Women Are Rare And None Of Them Have Came Close There will never be a shortage of beautiful women. There is a shortage of women who find beauty within themselves. The majority will seek attention from others to be called beautiful. When inner beauty doesn't need validation. I'm beautiful not because of my face, not because of compliments or comments but because I have self love. I see it when I look into my heart, I see it in my words, quiet strength and courage. I'm not cynical to love i just haven't had a good back ground with love. I Just feel like love isn't suppose to hurt as bad as people make it feel.